Shows


1 April 2006

Cafe Stiels, Haarlem.
  • Vocals & Acoustic Guitar - Marleen Duin
  • 12 string acoustic Guitar & Vocals - Mark Dekker
  • Synthesizers - Peter Dekker

    Am I Suicidal ?
    Shit On You
    The Other Side
    Intrepidity (Sunday Morning)
    Our Life
    Some Darkness
    A Universe Of Me
    This Past
    Killer Instinct



    5 February 2006

    CMA Theater, Amsterdam.
  • Vocals - Marleen Duin
  • Guitar & Vocals - Mark Dekker
  • Synthesizers & Bass - Peter Dekker
  • Drums - Mark van der Werf

    Happy & Suicidal II
    Not Again
    Fade Away
    Some Darkness
    This Past
    *new song* (no name yet)
    Lost For Words
    Blame Me
    A Universe Of Me
    Point Of No Return
    Am I Suicidal ?
    18+
    Killer Instinct
    Happy & Suicidal II (request)



    28 February 2005

    HCLab Radio Interview, Leiden.
  • Vocals - Marleen Duin
  • Acoustic Guitar & Vocals - Mark Dekker

    Some Darkness
    Am I Suicidal ?
    A Universe Of Me
    Happy & Suicidal II
    Nothing New
    This Past
    Lost For Words



    5 February 2005

    Cafe Stiels, Haarlem.
  • Vocals - Marleen Duin
  • Guitar & Vocals - Mark Dekker
  • Drums - Christian Boer
  • Synthesizers & Bass - Peter Dekker

    Expectations
    Am I Suicidal ?
    Lost For Words
    Morpheus
    Point Of No Return
    This Past
    Happy & Suicidal II
    Killer Instinct



    22 January 2005

    Cafe The End, Amsterdam.
  • Vocals & Acoustic Guitar - Marleen Duin
  • Guitar & Vocals - Mark Dekker
  • Drums - Christian Boer

    Loosing
    Am I Suicidal ?
    Fade Away
    Nothing New
    Lost For Words
    Happy & Suicidal II
    This Past
    Some Darkness
    Shadows Of The Past



    15 January 2005

    Cafe The End, Amsterdam.
  • Vocals - Marleen Duin
  • Guitar & Vocals - Mark Dekker
  • Drums - Christian Boer
  • Synthesizers & Bass - Peter Dekker

    Expectations
    Am I Suicidal ?
    Fade Away
    Point Of No Return
    Blame Me
    Happy & Suicidal II
    Lost For Words
    Some Darkness
    This Past
    Am I Suicidal (request)
    Killer Instinct
    Happy & Suicidal II (request)
    Killer Instinct (request)



    16 August 2003

    Last Minute Summer Event II, Den Helder.
  • Vocals - Tialda
  • Guitar & Vocals - Mark Dekker
  • Drums - Christian Boer
  • Synthesizers & Bass - Peter Dekker

    Smash The Stone
    Am I Suicidal ?
    Morpheus
    Nothing New
    Fade Away
    Point Of No Return
    Expectations
    Happy & Suicidal II
    Blame Me
    Lost For Words



    30 May 2003

    Cafe The End, Amsterdam.
  • Vocals - Tialda
  • Guitar & Vocals - Mark Dekker
  • Drums - Christian Boer
  • Synthesizers & Bass - Peter Dekker

    UNKNOWN



    19 March 2003

    AMP, Amsterdam.
  • Vocals & Guitar - Mark Dekker
  • Drums - Christian Boer
  • Synthesizers - Peter Dekker
  • Bass Guitar - Mark Dubelaar

    Am I Suicidal ?
    Expectations
    Incrowd
    Blame Me
    Nothing New
    Realistic Thoughts
    Morpheus
    Lost For Words
    Smash The Stone
    Happy & Suicidal II



    19 February 2003

    AMP, Amsterdam.
  • Vocals - Tialda
  • Guitar & Vocals - Mark Dekker
  • Drums - Christian Boer
  • Synthesizers - Peter Dekker
  • Bass Guitar - Mark Dubelaar

    Morpheus
    Am I Suicidal ?
    Nothing New
    Torment Of Anger
    Point Of No Return
    Incrowd
    Reaching Out
    Fade Away



    15 January 2003

    AMP, Amsterdam.
  • Vocals & Guitar - Mark Dekker
  • Drums - Christian Boer
  • Synthesizers - Peter Dekker
  • Bass Guitar - Mark Dubelaar

    Smash The Stone
    Am I Suicidal ?
    Realistic Thoughts
    Morpheus
    Nothing New
    Fade AWay
    Reaching Out
    Point Of No Return
    Incrowd



    28 December 2002

    P60, Amstelveen.
  • Vocals & Guitar - Mark Dekker
  • Drums - Christian Boer
  • Synthesizers - Peter Dekker
  • Bass Guitar - Mark Dubelaar

    Smash The Stone
    Am I Suicidal ?
    Morpheus
    New Years Day
    Nothing New
    Fade Away
    Incrowd



    18 December 2002

    Maloe Melo, Amsterdam.
  • Vocals & Guitar - Mark Dekker
  • Drums - Christian Boer
  • Bass Guitar - Mark Dubelaar

    Torment Of Anger
    Smash The Stone
    Nothing New
    Idle Future
    The End Is...
    Am I Suicidal ?
    Fade Away
    Reaching Out
    Point Of No Return
    Morpheus
    Incrowd



    6 November 2002

    AMP, Amsterdam.
  • Vocals - Mirella Van Leeuwen
  • Guitar & Vocals - Mark Dekker
  • Drums - Christian Boer
  • Synthesizers - Peter Dekker
  • Bass Guitar - Mark Dubelaar

    Smash The Stone
    Am I Suicidal ?
    Due to a power loss in Amsterdam the
    band couldn't play the rest of the show.



    27 June 2002

    Volta, Amsterdam.
  • Vocals - Mirella Van Leeuwen
  • Guitar & Vocals - Mark Dekker
  • Drums - Christian Boer
  • Bass Guitar - Anita Botman
  • Synthesizers - Peter Dekker

    Torment Of Anger
    Expectations
    Ocean Of Tears
    Am I Suicidal ?
    Nothing New
    Fade Away
    Point Of No Return
    Incrowd
    Smash The Stone



    26 June 2002

    Maloe Melo, Amsterdam.
  • Vocals - Mirella Van Leeuwen
  • Guitar & Vocals - Mark Dekker
  • Drums - Christian Boer
  • Bass Guitar - Anita Botman

    Hell Sweet Hell
    Supparating Wounds
    A Cover Up
    The Killing Embryo
    Am I Suicidal ?
    All At All
    Smash The Stone
    Realistic Thoughts
    God Of The Sun
    Nothing New
    Morpheus
    Torment Of Anger
    Idle Future
    The End Is...
    Fade Away
    Reaching Out
    Point Of No Return
    Expectations
    Incrowd
    Happy & Suicidal II
    Ocean Of Tears



    26 June 2002

    AMP, Amsterdam.
  • Vocals - Mirella Van Leeuwen
  • Guitar & Vocals - Mark Dekker
  • Drums - Christian Boer
  • Bass Guitar - Anita Botman

    Am I Suicidal ?
    Torment Of Anger
    Nothing New
    Fade Away
    Point Of No Return
    Expectations
    Incrowd
    Ocean Of Tears
    Smash The Stone



    13 June 2002

    P60, Amstelveen.
  • Vocals - Mirella Van Leeuwen
  • Guitar & Vocals - Mark Dekker
  • Drums - Christian Boer
  • Bass Guitar - Anita Botman

    Fade Away
    Am I Suicidal ?
    Expectations
    Nothing New
    Point Of No Return



    11 April 2002

    P60, Amstelveen.
  • Vocals - Mirella Van Leeuwen
  • Guitar & Vocals - Mark Dekker
  • Drums - Christian Boer
  • Bass Guitar - Anita Botman
  • Synthesizers - Peter Dekker

    Expectations
    Torment Of Anger
    ocean Of Tears
    Am I Suicidal ?
    Incrowd
    Band Introduction (played Efteling - Carnaval Song)
    Fade Away
    Point Of No Return
    Only This End
    Happy & Suicidal II
    Nothing New
    Fade Away
    The Killing Embryo
    Incrowd
    Nothing New



    7 March 2002

    OCCII, Amsterdam.
  • Vocals - Mirella Van Leeuwen
  • Guitar & Vocals - Mark Dekker
  • Drums - Christian Boer
  • Bass Guitar - Anita Botman
  • Synthesizers - Peter Dekker
  • Guitar - Floris Hoornweg

    Am I Suicidal ?
    Fade Away
    The Killing Embryo
    Incrowd
    Nothing New



    13 February 2002

    Maloe Melo, Amsterdam.
  • Vocals & Guitar - Mark Dekker
  • Drums - Christian Boer
  • Bass Guitar - Anita Botman

    Expectations (instrumental)
    God Of The Sun
    All At All
    Hell Sweet Hell
    A Cover Up
    Shadows Of The Past
    Idle Future
    Supparating Wounds
    Torment Of Anger
    Reaching Out
    The Killing Embryo
    ===[BREAK]===
    The End Is... (instrumental)
    Point Of No Return
    Incrowd
    Morpheus
    Am I Suicidal ?
    Smash The Stone
    Fade Away
    Realistic Thoughts
    Nothing New
    Hell Sweet Hell (bonus)
    Expectations (instrumental)(bonus)
    The Killing Embryo (bonus)



    10 November 2001

    N201, Aalsmeer.
  • Vocals & Guitar - Mark Dekker
  • Drums - Christian Boer
  • Bass Guitar - Anita Botman
  • Synthesizers - Peter Dekker

    Hell Sweet Hell
    Supparating Wounds
    A Cover Up
    God Of The Sun
    Expectations (instrumental)
    Am I Suicidal ?
    Morpheus
    Nothing New
    Fade Away
    Realistic Thoughts
    Smash The Stone



    20 October 2001

    Het Galjoen, Amstelveen.
  • Vocals & Guitar - Mark Dekker
  • Drums - Christian Boer
  • Bass Guitar - Anita Botman
  • Synthesizers - Peter Dekker

    Morpheus
    Am I Suicidal ?
    Smash The Stone
    Nothing new
    Fade Away
    Realistic Thoughts



    11 March 2001

    Het Hoekie, Medemblik.
  • Vocals - Maureen Bakker
  • 12 string acoustic Guitar & Vocals - Mark Dekker

    Supparating Wounds
    A Cover Up
    Shadows Of The Past
    The End Is...
    The Killing Embryo
    Am I Suicidal ?
    The Other Side
    Here In My Thoughts
    ===[BREAK]===
    Nothing New
    You And Me
    Fade Away
    Morpheus
    Smash The Stone
    Sadness Feels Alone
    Am I Suicidal ? (Bonus)



    23 February 2001

    De Dukdalf, Wieringerwerf.
  • Vocals - Maureen Bakker
  • Guitar & Vocals - Mark Dekker
  • Drums - Christian Boer
  • Bass Guitar - Wouter Hermanns

    Intro
    Morpheus
    Fade Away
    Supparating Wounds
    Torment Of Anger
    A Cover Up
    The End Is...
    Am I Suicidal ?
    Idle Future
    Smash The Stone
    Nothing New
    All At All
    The Killing Embryo
    Hell Sweet Hell



    16 December 2000

    Het Galjoen, Amstelveen.
  • Vocals - Maureen Bakker
  • Guitar & Vocals - Mark Dekker
  • Drums - Christian Boer
  • Bass Guitar - Wouter Hermanns

    Intro
    Morpheus
    Supparating Wounds
    Am I Suicidal ?
    Nothing New
    Smash The Stone
    Idle Future
    A Cover Up
    All At All
    Torment Of Anger
    The End Is...
    The Killing Embryo
    Hell Sweet Hell



    8 April 2000

    De Impuls, Wormerveer.
  • Vocals & Bass Guitar - Mark Dekker
  • Drums - Christian Boer
  • Guitar - Sander Gelswijck
  • Guitar - Wouter Hermanns

    Hell Sweet Hell
    Supparating Wounds
    A Cover Up
    Am I Suicidal ?
    No More
    Smash The Stone
    God Of The Sun
    Morpheus



    3 March 2000

    N201, Aalsmeer.
  • Vocals & Guitar - Mark Dekker
  • Drums - Christian Boer
  • Bass Guitar - Sander Gelswijck
  • Synthesizers - Peter Dekker

    Intro
    Hell Sweet Hell
    God Of The Sun
    A Cover Up
    The Killing Embryo
    No More
    All At All
    Intro to Realistic Thoughts
    Realistic Thoughts
    Supparating Wounds
    Am I Suicidal ?
    Smash The Stone
    Morpheus



    18 February 2000

    De Kade, Zaandam.
  • Vocals & Guitar - Mark Dekker
  • Drums - Christian Boer
  • Bass Guitar - Sander Gelswijck

    Hell Sweet Hell
    Am I Suicidal ?
    Supparating Wounds
    The Killing Embryo
    A Cover Up
    All At All
    No More
    Realistic Thoughts
    Smash The Stone
    God Of The Sun
    Morpheus



    9 February 2000

    OCCII, Amsterdam.
  • Vocals & Guitar - Mark Dekker
  • Drums - Christian Boer
  • Guitar - Floris Hoornweg
  • Bass Guitar - Sander Gelswijck

    Hell Sweet Hell
    Supparating Wounds
    Am I Suicidal ?
    A Cover Up
    The Killing Embryo
    No More
    All At All
    Smash The Stone
    Realistic Thoughts
    God Of The Sun
    Morpheus



    20 November 1999

    De Trapnotov, Almere.
  • Vocals & Guitar - Mark Dekker
  • Drums - Christian Boer
  • Guitar - Floris Hoornweg
  • Bass Guitar - Sander Gelswijck

    Hell Sweet Hell
    Supparating Wounds
    Am I Suicidal ?
    A Cover Up
    No More
    All At All
    Smash The Stone
    Realistic Thoughts
    God Of The Sun
    Morpheus
    The Killing Embryo



    21 August 1999

    De Badcuyp, Amsterdam.
  • Vocals & Guitar - Mark Dekker
  • Bass Guitar & Vocals - Rogier Evenhuis
  • Drums - Christian Boer

    Hell Sweet Hell
    2 New Songs Played In 1 (later became Morpheus)
    The Four Horsemen
    Am I Suicidal ?
    A Cover Up
    Realistic Thoughts
    Supparating Wounds
    The Killing Embryo
    Nothing New (Metal version)
    All At All
    Smash The Stone



    17 July 1999

    De Koperen Knoop, Amsterdam.
  • Vocals & Guitar - Mark Dekker
  • Bass Guitar & Vocals - Rogier Evenhuis
  • Drums - Christian Boer

    God Of The Sun
    No More
    Am I Suicidal ?
    All At All
    A Cover Up
    Nothing New
    The Killing Embryo
    Realistic Thoughts (Short Version)
    Sadness Feels Alone (Short Version)



    8 July 1999

    Arena 'sleep-inn', Amsterdam.
  • Vocals & Guitar - Mark Dekker
  • Bass Guitar & Vocals - Rogier Evenhuis
  • Drums - Christian Boer

    Realistic Thoughts
    Supparating Wounds
    Smash The Stone
    Am I Suicidal ?
    Hell Sweet Hell



    26 May 1999

    Winston, Amsterdam.
  • Vocals & Guitar - Mark Dekker
  • Bass Guitar & Vocals - Rogier Evenhuis
  • Drums - Christian Boer

    You & Me
    Hell Sweet Hell
    Supparating Wounds
    The Killing Embryo
    Am I Suicidal ?
    A Cover Up
    No More
    All At All
    Smash The Stone
    Realistic Thoughts
    Nothing New
    God Of The Sun



    21 May 1999

    Meander, Amsterdam.
  • Vocals & Guitar - Mark Dekker
  • Bass Guitar & Vocals - Rogier Evenhuis
  • Drums - Christian Boer

    God Of The Sun
    Supparating Wounds
    Smash The Stone
    Realistic Thoughts
    "Nothing New Intro"
    Hell Sweet Hell



    20 March 1999

    Het Galjoen, Amstelveen.
  • Vocals & Guitar - Mark Dekker
  • Bass Guitar & Vocals - Rogier Evenhuis
  • Drums - Christian Boer

    Intro
    Hell Sweet Hell
    A Cover Up
    No More
    Am I Suicidal ?
    "Shortest Song 1", "Shortest Song 2"
    Nothing New
    "Thunderstruck Intro"
    Realistic Thoughts
    All At All
    You & Me
    Smash The Stone
    The Killing Embryo
    Supparating Wounds



    5 February 1999

    The AMP, Amsterdam.
  • Vocals & Guitar - Mark Dekker
  • Bass Guitar & Vocals - Rogier Evenhuis
  • Drums - Christian Boer
  • Guitar - Floris Hoornweg

    Supparating Wounds
    All At All
    Smash The Stone
    Realistic Thoughts
    Hell Sweet Hell



    19 January 1999

    Meander, Amsterdam.
    Vocals & Guitar - Mark Dekker
  • Bass Guitar & Vocals - Rogier Evenhuis
  • Drums - Christian Boer
  • Guitar - Floris Hoornweg

    Supparating Wounds
    All At All
    Blues A La Dastard
    Smash The Stone
    Realistic Thoughts
    Hell Sweet Hell
    Am I Suicidal ?



    19 June 1998

    Spinoza Lyceum, Amsterdam.
  • Vocals & Guitar - Mark Dekker
  • Bass Guitar & Vocals - Rogier Evenhuis
  • Drums - Christian Boer
  • Guitar - Yaron Sprecher

    Hell Sweet Hell
    No More
    A Cover Up
    Am I Suicidal ?
    Fade To Black
    All At All
    Smash The Stone
    Supparating Wounds
    The Killing Embryo



    13 June 1998

    OCCII, Amsterdam.
  • Vocals & Guitar - Mark Dekker
  • Bass Guitar & Vocals - Rogier Evenhuis
  • Drums - Christian Boer
  • Guitar & Vocals - Yaron Sprecher

    Hell Sweet Hell
    No More
    You & Me
    A Cover Up
    Am I Suicidal ?
    Fade To Black
    All At All
    Smash The Stone
    Sadness Feels Alone
    Supparating Wounds
    The Killing Embryo



    23 May 1998

    N201, Aalsmeer.
  • Vocals & Guitar - Mark Dekker
  • Bass Guitar & Vocals - Rogier Evenhuis
  • Drums - Christian Boer
  • Guitar - Yaron Sprecher

    Hell Sweet Hell
    No More
    A Cover Up
    Am I Suicidal ?
    All At All
    Smash The Stone
    Supparating Wounds
    The Killing Embryo



    18 October 1997

    Melody Line, Amsterdam.
  • Vocals & Guitar - Mark Dekker
  • Bass Guitar & Vocals - Rogier Evenhuis
  • Drums - Christian Boer
  • Guitar & Acoustic Guitar - Yaron Sprecher

    Hell Sweet Hell
    Am I Suicidal ?
    You & Me
    A Cover Up
    Intrepidity
    Sadness Feels Alone
    All At All
    Shadows Of The Past
    MEDLEY : Always On The Run + Just A Girl + Mmmbop
    ===[BREAK]===
    Here In My Thoughts (1/2 Unplugged without Bass Guitar & Drums)
    Bass Solo
    Cunning
    Supparating Wounds
    The Other Side
    No More
    Our Life
    Censorship Of Life
    Fade To Black
    Killing Embryo



    21 June 1997

    De Graal, Amsterdam.
  • Vocals & Guitar - Mark Dekker
  • Bass Guitar & Vocals - Rogier Evenhuis
  • Drums - Christian Boer
    Guitar - Yaron Sprecher

    Hell Sweet Hell
    Sadness Feels Alone
    Censorship Of Life
    Shadows Of The Past
    Intrepidity
    ===[BREAK]===
    The Other Side
    No More
    You & Me
    Am I Suicidal ?
    A Cover Up
    ===[BREAK]===
    Cunning
    Blues A La DASTARD
    Supparating Wounds
    Here In My Thoughts
    Our Life
    The Killing Embryo



    14 June 1997

    Melody Line, Amsterdam.
  • Vocals & Guitar - Mark Dekker
  • Bass Guitar & Vocals - Rogier Evenhuis
  • Drums - Christian Boer
  • Guitar - Yaron Sprecher

    Hell Sweet hell
    No More
    Shadows Of The Past
    You & Me
    Supparating Wounds
    Sadness Feels Alone
    Intrepidity
    Our Life
    A Cover Up
    Am I Suicidal ?
    Fade To Black
    The Killing Embryo



    28 March 1997

    Kruitvat, Amstelveen.
  • Vocals & Guitar - Mark Dekker
  • Bass Guitar & Vocals - Rogier Evenhuis
  • Drums - Christian Boer

    Hell Sweet Hell
    Sadness Feels Alone
    Shadows Of The Past
    Supparating Wounds
    The Other Side
    You & Me
    The Killing Embryo
    Am I Suicidal ?
    Intrepidity
    A Cover Up
    Bass Solo
    Cunning
    Here In My Thoughts
    Censorship Of Life
    No More
    So What
    Creep
    Fade To Black
    The Killing Embryo (Fun version)
    In The End
    Hell Sweet Hell (Double Speed Version)



    13 April 1996

    Het Galjoen, Amstelveen.
  • Vocals & Guitar - Mark Dekker
  • Bass Guitar & Vocals - Rogier Evenhuis
  • Guitar - Yaron Sprecher
  • Drums - Aldo Hoff

    Guitar Intro
    Hell Sweet Hell
    You & Me
    Insane
    Am I Suicidal ?
    Sadness Feels Alone
    Creep
    ===[BREAK]===
    Drum Solo
    Intrepidity
    The Other Side
    A Cover up
    Supparating Wounds
    All Alone (On Your Own)
    Enter Sandman
    ===[BREAK]===
    Bass Solo
    Cunning
    Killing Embryo
    Polly
    Fade To Black
    Shadows Of The Past
    Here In My Thoughts
    Guitar Solo
    So What
    Killing Embryo (Fun version)



    26 March 1996

    Twin Pigs, Amsterdam.
  • Vocals & Guitar - Mark Dekker
  • Bass Guitar & Vocals - Rogier Evenhuis
  • Guitar - Yaron Sprecher
  • Drums - Aldo Hoff

    Hell Sweet Hell
    Sadness Feels Alone
    Shadows Of The Past
    Supparating Wounds
    The Other Side
    You & Me
    The Killing Embryo
    Insane
    Am I Suicidal ?
    Intrepidity
    A Cover Up
    All Alone (On Your Own)
    Cunning
    Here In My Thoughts
    So What
    Fade To Black



    25 March 1994

    Joke Smit School, Amsterdam.
  • Vocals & Classical Guitar - Harold Pflug
  • Acoustic Guitar & Vocals - Mark Dekker
  • Piano - Frank Husmann

    You & Me (Unplugged)
    Sadness Feels Alone (Unplugged)



    12 February 1994

    Downtown, Amstelveen.
  • Vocals & Guitar - Mark Dekker
  • Fretless Bass Guitar - Vincent Diazoni
  • Drums - Harold Pflug
  • Synthesizer & Samples - Frank Husmann

    Intro
    Hell Sweet Hell
    Shadows Of The Past
    Supparating Wounds
    Mental Illness



    22 December 1993

    Pop Night, Amstelveen.
  • Vocals - Micha Immink
  • Guitar & Vocals - Mark Dekker
  • Fretless Bass Guitar - Vincent Diazoni
  • Drums - Aldo Hoff

    You & Me
    Supparating Wounds
    Shadows Of The Past



    17 March 1993

    Pop Night, Amstelveen.
  • Vocals - Rogier Evenhuis
  • Guitar - Mark Dekker (Bass Guitar on Romeo And Juliet)
  • Guitar - Paul Verburg
  • Bass Guitar - Regien Gorter (Guitar on Romeo And Juliet)
  • Drums - Caspar Rijbroek

    White Queen (As It Began)
    Romeo And Julyet
    Sadness Feels Alone