Shows
1 April 2006
Cafe Stiels, Haarlem.
Vocals & Acoustic Guitar - Marleen Duin
12 string acoustic Guitar & Vocals - Mark Dekker
Synthesizers - Peter Dekker
Am I Suicidal ?
Shit On You
The Other Side
Intrepidity (Sunday Morning)
Our Life
Some Darkness
A Universe Of Me
This Past
Killer Instinct
5 February 2006
CMA Theater, Amsterdam.
Vocals - Marleen Duin
Guitar & Vocals - Mark Dekker
Synthesizers & Bass - Peter Dekker
Drums - Mark van der Werf
Happy & Suicidal II
Not Again
Fade Away
Some Darkness
This Past
*new song* (no name yet)
Lost For Words
Blame Me
A Universe Of Me
Point Of No Return
Am I Suicidal ?
18+
Killer Instinct
Happy & Suicidal II (request)
28 February 2005
HCLab Radio Interview, Leiden.
Vocals - Marleen Duin
Acoustic Guitar & Vocals - Mark Dekker
Some Darkness
Am I Suicidal ?
A Universe Of Me
Happy & Suicidal II
Nothing New
This Past
Lost For Words
5 February 2005
Cafe Stiels, Haarlem.
Vocals - Marleen Duin
Guitar & Vocals - Mark Dekker
Drums - Christian Boer
Synthesizers & Bass - Peter Dekker
Expectations
Am I Suicidal ?
Lost For Words
Morpheus
Point Of No Return
This Past
Happy & Suicidal II
Killer Instinct
22 January 2005
Cafe The End, Amsterdam.
Vocals & Acoustic Guitar - Marleen Duin
Guitar & Vocals - Mark Dekker
Drums - Christian Boer
Loosing
Am I Suicidal ?
Fade Away
Nothing New
Lost For Words
Happy & Suicidal II
This Past
Some Darkness
Shadows Of The Past
15 January 2005
Cafe The End, Amsterdam.
Vocals - Marleen Duin
Guitar & Vocals - Mark Dekker
Drums - Christian Boer
Synthesizers & Bass - Peter Dekker
Expectations
Am I Suicidal ?
Fade Away
Point Of No Return
Blame Me
Happy & Suicidal II
Lost For Words
Some Darkness
This Past
Am I Suicidal (request)
Killer Instinct
Happy & Suicidal II (request)
Killer Instinct (request)
16 August 2003
Last Minute Summer Event II, Den Helder.
Vocals - Tialda
Guitar & Vocals - Mark Dekker
Drums - Christian Boer
Synthesizers & Bass - Peter Dekker
Smash The Stone
Am I Suicidal ?
Morpheus
Nothing New
Fade Away
Point Of No Return
Expectations
Happy & Suicidal II
Blame Me
Lost For Words
30 May 2003
Cafe The End, Amsterdam.
Vocals - Tialda
Guitar & Vocals - Mark Dekker
Drums - Christian Boer
Synthesizers & Bass - Peter Dekker
UNKNOWN
19 March 2003
AMP, Amsterdam.
Vocals & Guitar - Mark Dekker
Drums - Christian Boer
Synthesizers - Peter Dekker
Bass Guitar - Mark Dubelaar
Am I Suicidal ?
Expectations
Incrowd
Blame Me
Nothing New
Realistic Thoughts
Morpheus
Lost For Words
Smash The Stone
Happy & Suicidal II
19 February 2003
AMP, Amsterdam.
Vocals - Tialda
Guitar & Vocals - Mark Dekker
Drums - Christian Boer
Synthesizers - Peter Dekker
Bass Guitar - Mark Dubelaar
Morpheus
Am I Suicidal ?
Nothing New
Torment Of Anger
Point Of No Return
Incrowd
Reaching Out
Fade Away
15 January 2003
AMP, Amsterdam.
Vocals & Guitar - Mark Dekker
Drums - Christian Boer
Synthesizers - Peter Dekker
Bass Guitar - Mark Dubelaar
Smash The Stone
Am I Suicidal ?
Realistic Thoughts
Morpheus
Nothing New
Fade AWay
Reaching Out
Point Of No Return
Incrowd
28 December 2002
P60, Amstelveen.
Vocals & Guitar - Mark Dekker
Drums - Christian Boer
Synthesizers - Peter Dekker
Bass Guitar - Mark Dubelaar
Smash The Stone
Am I Suicidal ?
Morpheus
New Years Day
Nothing New
Fade Away
Incrowd
18 December 2002
Maloe Melo, Amsterdam.
Vocals & Guitar - Mark Dekker
Drums - Christian Boer
Bass Guitar - Mark Dubelaar
Torment Of Anger
Smash The Stone
Nothing New
Idle Future
The End Is...
Am I Suicidal ?
Fade Away
Reaching Out
Point Of No Return
Morpheus
Incrowd
6 November 2002
AMP, Amsterdam.
Vocals - Mirella Van Leeuwen
Guitar & Vocals - Mark Dekker
Drums - Christian Boer
Synthesizers - Peter Dekker
Bass Guitar - Mark Dubelaar
Smash The Stone
Am I Suicidal ?
Due to a power loss in Amsterdam the
band couldn't play the rest of the show.
27 June 2002
Volta, Amsterdam.
Vocals - Mirella Van Leeuwen
Guitar & Vocals - Mark Dekker
Drums - Christian Boer
Bass Guitar - Anita Botman
Synthesizers - Peter Dekker
Torment Of Anger
Expectations
Ocean Of Tears
Am I Suicidal ?
Nothing New
Fade Away
Point Of No Return
Incrowd
Smash The Stone
26 June 2002
Maloe Melo, Amsterdam.
Vocals - Mirella Van Leeuwen
Guitar & Vocals - Mark Dekker
Drums - Christian Boer
Bass Guitar - Anita Botman
Hell Sweet Hell
Supparating Wounds
A Cover Up
The Killing Embryo
Am I Suicidal ?
All At All
Smash The Stone
Realistic Thoughts
God Of The Sun
Nothing New
Morpheus
Torment Of Anger
Idle Future
The End Is...
Fade Away
Reaching Out
Point Of No Return
Expectations
Incrowd
Happy & Suicidal II
Ocean Of Tears
26 June 2002
AMP, Amsterdam.
Vocals - Mirella Van Leeuwen
Guitar & Vocals - Mark Dekker
Drums - Christian Boer
Bass Guitar - Anita Botman
Am I Suicidal ?
Torment Of Anger
Nothing New
Fade Away
Point Of No Return
Expectations
Incrowd
Ocean Of Tears
Smash The Stone
13 June 2002
P60, Amstelveen.
Vocals - Mirella Van Leeuwen
Guitar & Vocals - Mark Dekker
Drums - Christian Boer
Bass Guitar - Anita Botman
Fade Away
Am I Suicidal ?
Expectations
Nothing New
Point Of No Return
11 April 2002
P60, Amstelveen.
Vocals - Mirella Van Leeuwen
Guitar & Vocals - Mark Dekker
Drums - Christian Boer
Bass Guitar - Anita Botman
Synthesizers - Peter Dekker
Expectations
Torment Of Anger
ocean Of Tears
Am I Suicidal ?
Incrowd
Band Introduction (played Efteling - Carnaval Song)
Fade Away
Point Of No Return
Only This End
Happy & Suicidal II
Nothing New
Fade Away
The Killing Embryo
Incrowd
Nothing New
7 March 2002
OCCII, Amsterdam.
Vocals - Mirella Van Leeuwen
Guitar & Vocals - Mark Dekker
Drums - Christian Boer
Bass Guitar - Anita Botman
Synthesizers - Peter Dekker
Guitar - Floris Hoornweg
Am I Suicidal ?
Fade Away
The Killing Embryo
Incrowd
Nothing New
13 February 2002
Maloe Melo, Amsterdam.
Vocals & Guitar - Mark Dekker
Drums - Christian Boer
Bass Guitar - Anita Botman
Expectations (instrumental)
God Of The Sun
All At All
Hell Sweet Hell
A Cover Up
Shadows Of The Past
Idle Future
Supparating Wounds
Torment Of Anger
Reaching Out
The Killing Embryo
===[BREAK]===
The End Is... (instrumental)
Point Of No Return
Incrowd
Morpheus
Am I Suicidal ?
Smash The Stone
Fade Away
Realistic Thoughts
Nothing New
Hell Sweet Hell (bonus)
Expectations (instrumental)(bonus)
The Killing Embryo (bonus)
10 November 2001
N201, Aalsmeer.
Vocals & Guitar - Mark Dekker
Drums - Christian Boer
Bass Guitar - Anita Botman
Synthesizers - Peter Dekker
Hell Sweet Hell
Supparating Wounds
A Cover Up
God Of The Sun
Expectations (instrumental)
Am I Suicidal ?
Morpheus
Nothing New
Fade Away
Realistic Thoughts
Smash The Stone
20 October 2001
Het Galjoen, Amstelveen.
Vocals & Guitar - Mark Dekker
Drums - Christian Boer
Bass Guitar - Anita Botman
Synthesizers - Peter Dekker
Morpheus
Am I Suicidal ?
Smash The Stone
Nothing new
Fade Away
Realistic Thoughts
11 March 2001
Het Hoekie, Medemblik.
Vocals - Maureen Bakker
12 string acoustic Guitar & Vocals - Mark Dekker
Supparating Wounds
A Cover Up
Shadows Of The Past
The End Is...
The Killing Embryo
Am I Suicidal ?
The Other Side
Here In My Thoughts
===[BREAK]===
Nothing New
You And Me
Fade Away
Morpheus
Smash The Stone
Sadness Feels Alone
Am I Suicidal ? (Bonus)
23 February 2001
De Dukdalf, Wieringerwerf.
Vocals - Maureen Bakker
Guitar & Vocals - Mark Dekker
Drums - Christian Boer
Bass Guitar - Wouter Hermanns
Intro
Morpheus
Fade Away
Supparating Wounds
Torment Of Anger
A Cover Up
The End Is...
Am I Suicidal ?
Idle Future
Smash The Stone
Nothing New
All At All
The Killing Embryo
Hell Sweet Hell
16 December 2000
Het Galjoen, Amstelveen.
Vocals - Maureen Bakker
Guitar & Vocals - Mark Dekker
Drums - Christian Boer
Bass Guitar - Wouter Hermanns
Intro
Morpheus
Supparating Wounds
Am I Suicidal ?
Nothing New
Smash The Stone
Idle Future
A Cover Up
All At All
Torment Of Anger
The End Is...
The Killing Embryo
Hell Sweet Hell
8 April 2000
De Impuls, Wormerveer.
Vocals & Bass Guitar - Mark Dekker
Drums - Christian Boer
Guitar - Sander Gelswijck
Guitar - Wouter Hermanns
Hell Sweet Hell
Supparating Wounds
A Cover Up
Am I Suicidal ?
No More
Smash The Stone
God Of The Sun
Morpheus
3 March 2000
N201, Aalsmeer.
Vocals & Guitar - Mark Dekker
Drums - Christian Boer
Bass Guitar - Sander Gelswijck
Synthesizers - Peter Dekker
Intro
Hell Sweet Hell
God Of The Sun
A Cover Up
The Killing Embryo
No More
All At All
Intro to Realistic Thoughts
Realistic Thoughts
Supparating Wounds
Am I Suicidal ?
Smash The Stone
Morpheus
18 February 2000
De Kade, Zaandam.
Vocals & Guitar - Mark Dekker
Drums - Christian Boer
Bass Guitar - Sander Gelswijck
Hell Sweet Hell
Am I Suicidal ?
Supparating Wounds
The Killing Embryo
A Cover Up
All At All
No More
Realistic Thoughts
Smash The Stone
God Of The Sun
Morpheus
9 February 2000
OCCII, Amsterdam.
Vocals & Guitar - Mark Dekker
Drums - Christian Boer
Guitar - Floris Hoornweg
Bass Guitar - Sander Gelswijck
Hell Sweet Hell
Supparating Wounds
Am I Suicidal ?
A Cover Up
The Killing Embryo
No More
All At All
Smash The Stone
Realistic Thoughts
God Of The Sun
Morpheus
20 November 1999
De Trapnotov, Almere.
Vocals & Guitar - Mark Dekker
Drums - Christian Boer
Guitar - Floris Hoornweg
Bass Guitar - Sander Gelswijck
Hell Sweet Hell
Supparating Wounds
Am I Suicidal ?
A Cover Up
No More
All At All
Smash The Stone
Realistic Thoughts
God Of The Sun
Morpheus
The Killing Embryo
21 August 1999
De Badcuyp, Amsterdam.
Vocals & Guitar - Mark Dekker
Bass Guitar & Vocals - Rogier Evenhuis
Drums - Christian Boer
Hell Sweet Hell
2 New Songs Played In 1 (later became Morpheus)
The Four Horsemen
Am I Suicidal ?
A Cover Up
Realistic Thoughts
Supparating Wounds
The Killing Embryo
Nothing New (Metal version)
All At All
Smash The Stone
17 July 1999
De Koperen Knoop, Amsterdam.
Vocals & Guitar - Mark Dekker
Bass Guitar & Vocals - Rogier Evenhuis
Drums - Christian Boer
God Of The Sun
No More
Am I Suicidal ?
All At All
A Cover Up
Nothing New
The Killing Embryo
Realistic Thoughts (Short Version)
Sadness Feels Alone (Short Version)
8 July 1999
Arena 'sleep-inn', Amsterdam.
Vocals & Guitar - Mark Dekker
Bass Guitar & Vocals - Rogier Evenhuis
Drums - Christian Boer
Realistic Thoughts
Supparating Wounds
Smash The Stone
Am I Suicidal ?
Hell Sweet Hell
26 May 1999
Winston, Amsterdam.
Vocals & Guitar - Mark Dekker
Bass Guitar & Vocals - Rogier Evenhuis
Drums - Christian Boer
You & Me
Hell Sweet Hell
Supparating Wounds
The Killing Embryo
Am I Suicidal ?
A Cover Up
No More
All At All
Smash The Stone
Realistic Thoughts
Nothing New
God Of The Sun
21 May 1999
Meander, Amsterdam.
Vocals & Guitar - Mark Dekker
Bass Guitar & Vocals - Rogier Evenhuis
Drums - Christian Boer
God Of The Sun
Supparating Wounds
Smash The Stone
Realistic Thoughts
"Nothing New Intro"
Hell Sweet Hell
20 March 1999
Het Galjoen, Amstelveen.
Vocals & Guitar - Mark Dekker
Bass Guitar & Vocals - Rogier Evenhuis
Drums - Christian Boer
Intro
Hell Sweet Hell
A Cover Up
No More
Am I Suicidal ?
"Shortest Song 1", "Shortest Song 2"
Nothing New
"Thunderstruck Intro"
Realistic Thoughts
All At All
You & Me
Smash The Stone
The Killing Embryo
Supparating Wounds
5 February 1999
The AMP, Amsterdam.
Vocals & Guitar - Mark Dekker
Bass Guitar & Vocals - Rogier Evenhuis
Drums - Christian Boer
Guitar - Floris Hoornweg
Supparating Wounds
All At All
Smash The Stone
Realistic Thoughts
Hell Sweet Hell
19 January 1999
Meander, Amsterdam.
Vocals & Guitar - Mark Dekker
Bass Guitar & Vocals - Rogier Evenhuis
Drums - Christian Boer
Guitar - Floris Hoornweg
Supparating Wounds
All At All
Blues A La Dastard
Smash The Stone
Realistic Thoughts
Hell Sweet Hell
Am I Suicidal ?
19 June 1998
Spinoza Lyceum, Amsterdam.
Vocals & Guitar - Mark Dekker
Bass Guitar & Vocals - Rogier Evenhuis
Drums - Christian Boer
Guitar - Yaron Sprecher
Hell Sweet Hell
No More
A Cover Up
Am I Suicidal ?
Fade To Black
All At All
Smash The Stone
Supparating Wounds
The Killing Embryo
13 June 1998
OCCII, Amsterdam.
Vocals & Guitar - Mark Dekker
Bass Guitar & Vocals - Rogier Evenhuis
Drums - Christian Boer
Guitar & Vocals - Yaron Sprecher
Hell Sweet Hell
No More
You & Me
A Cover Up
Am I Suicidal ?
Fade To Black
All At All
Smash The Stone
Sadness Feels Alone
Supparating Wounds
The Killing Embryo
23 May 1998
N201, Aalsmeer.
Vocals & Guitar - Mark Dekker
Bass Guitar & Vocals - Rogier Evenhuis
Drums - Christian Boer
Guitar - Yaron Sprecher
Hell Sweet Hell
No More
A Cover Up
Am I Suicidal ?
All At All
Smash The Stone
Supparating Wounds
The Killing Embryo
18 October 1997
Melody Line, Amsterdam.
Vocals & Guitar - Mark Dekker
Bass Guitar & Vocals - Rogier Evenhuis
Drums - Christian Boer
Guitar & Acoustic Guitar - Yaron Sprecher
Hell Sweet Hell
Am I Suicidal ?
You & Me
A Cover Up
Intrepidity
Sadness Feels Alone
All At All
Shadows Of The Past
MEDLEY : Always On The Run + Just A Girl + Mmmbop
===[BREAK]===
Here In My Thoughts (1/2 Unplugged without Bass Guitar & Drums)
Bass Solo
Cunning
Supparating Wounds
The Other Side
No More
Our Life
Censorship Of Life
Fade To Black
Killing Embryo
21 June 1997
De Graal, Amsterdam.
Vocals & Guitar - Mark Dekker
Bass Guitar & Vocals - Rogier Evenhuis
Drums - Christian Boer
Guitar - Yaron Sprecher
Hell Sweet Hell
Sadness Feels Alone
Censorship Of Life
Shadows Of The Past
Intrepidity
===[BREAK]===
The Other Side
No More
You & Me
Am I Suicidal ?
A Cover Up
===[BREAK]===
Cunning
Blues A La DASTARD
Supparating Wounds
Here In My Thoughts
Our Life
The Killing Embryo
14 June 1997
Melody Line, Amsterdam.
Vocals & Guitar - Mark Dekker
Bass Guitar & Vocals - Rogier Evenhuis
Drums - Christian Boer
Guitar - Yaron Sprecher
Hell Sweet hell
No More
Shadows Of The Past
You & Me
Supparating Wounds
Sadness Feels Alone
Intrepidity
Our Life
A Cover Up
Am I Suicidal ?
Fade To Black
The Killing Embryo
28 March 1997
Kruitvat, Amstelveen.
Vocals & Guitar - Mark Dekker
Bass Guitar & Vocals - Rogier Evenhuis
Drums - Christian Boer
Hell Sweet Hell
Sadness Feels Alone
Shadows Of The Past
Supparating Wounds
The Other Side
You & Me
The Killing Embryo
Am I Suicidal ?
Intrepidity
A Cover Up
Bass Solo
Cunning
Here In My Thoughts
Censorship Of Life
No More
So What
Creep
Fade To Black
The Killing Embryo (Fun version)
In The End
Hell Sweet Hell (Double Speed Version)
13 April 1996
Het Galjoen, Amstelveen.
Vocals & Guitar - Mark Dekker
Bass Guitar & Vocals - Rogier Evenhuis
Guitar - Yaron Sprecher
Drums - Aldo Hoff
Guitar Intro
Hell Sweet Hell
You & Me
Insane
Am I Suicidal ?
Sadness Feels Alone
Creep
===[BREAK]===
Drum Solo
Intrepidity
The Other Side
A Cover up
Supparating Wounds
All Alone (On Your Own)
Enter Sandman
===[BREAK]===
Bass Solo
Cunning
Killing Embryo
Polly
Fade To Black
Shadows Of The Past
Here In My Thoughts
Guitar Solo
So What
Killing Embryo (Fun version)
26 March 1996
Twin Pigs, Amsterdam.
Vocals & Guitar - Mark Dekker
Bass Guitar & Vocals - Rogier Evenhuis
Guitar - Yaron Sprecher
Drums - Aldo Hoff
Hell Sweet Hell
Sadness Feels Alone
Shadows Of The Past
Supparating Wounds
The Other Side
You & Me
The Killing Embryo
Insane
Am I Suicidal ?
Intrepidity
A Cover Up
All Alone (On Your Own)
Cunning
Here In My Thoughts
So What
Fade To Black
25 March 1994
Joke Smit School, Amsterdam.
Vocals & Classical Guitar - Harold Pflug
Acoustic Guitar & Vocals - Mark Dekker
Piano - Frank Husmann
You & Me (Unplugged)
Sadness Feels Alone (Unplugged)
12 February 1994
Downtown, Amstelveen.
Vocals & Guitar - Mark Dekker
Fretless Bass Guitar - Vincent Diazoni
Drums - Harold Pflug
Synthesizer & Samples - Frank Husmann
Intro
Hell Sweet Hell
Shadows Of The Past
Supparating Wounds
Mental Illness
22 December 1993
Pop Night, Amstelveen.
Vocals - Micha Immink
Guitar & Vocals - Mark Dekker
Fretless Bass Guitar - Vincent Diazoni
Drums - Aldo Hoff
You & Me
Supparating Wounds
Shadows Of The Past
17 March 1993
Pop Night, Amstelveen.
Vocals - Rogier Evenhuis
Guitar - Mark Dekker (Bass Guitar on Romeo And Juliet)
Guitar - Paul Verburg
Bass Guitar - Regien Gorter (Guitar on Romeo And Juliet)
Drums - Caspar Rijbroek
White Queen (As It Began)
Romeo And Julyet
Sadness Feels Alone